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Ep 110: PART ONE - The hidden cost of pushing through: Infertility, Loss, and the fitness industry gap - with guest Ashton

EPISODE PART ONE: What happens when nearly five years of infertility, endometriosis battles, and the devastating loss of your baby at 16 weeks collides with a toxic relationship with fitness?

In today's powerful conversation, I sit down with Ashton Koehlmoos—mom to three earthly boys and one angel baby—who shares her raw journey from competitive athlete to stay-at-home mom, through multiple surgeries, IVF, a second-trimester loss that changed everything, and the discovery that her body was holding trauma she didn't even know needed healing.

In this episode, Ashton opens up about:

  • Her 5-year infertility journey with endometriosis and severe male factor infertility
  • The moment everything changed: discovering her baby Gabriel had no heartbeat at 16 weeks
  • How she unknowingly used fitness to numb and escape rather than process
  • The turning point when chronic pain forced her to discover core and pelvic floor dysfunction
  • Why your pelvic floor "remembers" trauma even when your mind doesn't
  • The dangerous disconnect between mind and body during workouts when grief surfaces
  • How unprocessed trauma shows up as physical tension, injury, and dysfunction
  • Learning to move with your body instead of pushing through it
  • The power of breath work, slower movement, and finally letting emotions come up
  • Why sharing your heart and allowing yourself to break down is part of true healing

Ashton's most powerful insight? "Movement circulates energy through our system. But if we don't allow feelings to truly come up to the surface, we're not processing—we're creating a toxic cycle that piles up trauma until it explodes."

This conversation is a must-listen for anyone who has experienced loss or trauma and uses movement as their go-to coping mechanism. Ashton's story will challenge you to examine the relationship you have with your body and whether you're truly healing or just pushing everything deeper.

About Ashton Koehlmoos

Following the birth of her first son, Ashton launched Resilient Mama Fitness and Lifestyle to become the coach she needed and provide mamas with evidence-based fitness and lifestyle education, as well as programming that complements each season of motherhood. After navigating a 16-week loss with her second son Gabriel and birthing her rainbow baby, Ashton witnessed firsthand the massive gaps in postpartum care and trauma-informed movement.

Connect with Ashton: 

Insta & Facebook - @resilient.mama.fitness

Website - www.resilientmamafitness.com 

Email: [email protected] 

Want to learn how to support women through loss?

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Resources Mentioned in This Episode

  • NaPro Technology and the Pope Paul VI Institute
  • Core and Pelvic Floor Health
  • "It Starts with the Egg" by Rebecca Fett
  • Fertility yoga and breathwork
  • Diaphragmatic breathing techniques

Episode Quotes

"I realized I had a lot of unprocessed trauma. For me, it was like, I'm going to go work out to numb. That's what made me feel better."

"The pelvic floor remembers the trauma. You might not be remembering the trauma, but she does."

"Movement is circulating energy through our system. If we don't allow feelings to truly come up to the surface, then we're not truly processing. We're creating this toxic cycle."

"Your body doesn't have a timeline. Your body is like, 'This needs to be seen now.' It doesn't know what's convenient."

"Don't be ashamed. We all have things we're going through. Share your heart."

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Connect with Sharna

Instagram: @instituteofhealing_pl
Website: www.sharnasouthan.com 
Podcast: What I Wish I Knew After Pregnancy Loss

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Disclaimer: The content shared in this podcast is not medical advice. If you need further support, please consult your healthcare provider. Be gentle with yourself.

Part 2 of this conversation coming soon! Don't miss it.